BELLA DONNA digital art by Lydia Anneli Bleth: Juni 2023

Die Glühwürmchennacht - ja, so habe ich diese Nacht erlebt...

Die Macht der erotischen Liebesenergie

~ Davonte Sheard / Ancient Order Of The Hermetics
YOU’RE NOT LOVING HER, YOU’RE LEAKING ON HER:
Before I mastered sexual energy
I thought sex was connection
But in reality
It was consumption
I didn’t make love to her
I fed on her
I used her body to relieve myself
I used her touch to avoid myself
I used her presence to distract myself from the fact that I hadn’t built one within me
She gave me everything
And I gave her emptiness
Five minutes of intensity
Then hours of emotional distance
I didn’t realize it at the time
But I was using her to fix a hole in me I refused to fill with purpose discipline and devotion
When a man hasn’t mastered his sexual energy
His woman becomes his escape
Not his elevation
And this is why most women stop glowing in relationships
Because the man is draining her essence without feeding her spirit
He takes her softness
But never gives her safety
He demands her body
But never earns her submission
Until a man learns to circulate sexual energy
He will always be stuck in survival sex
Lust sex
Quick sex
Disconnected sex
The kind that makes her question if he loves her
The kind that makes her feel used instead of worshipped
The kind that makes her pull away slowly
While he wonders why the relationship lost its spark
Now I don’t come to the bedroom to escape
I come to build
I don’t chase release
I bring presence
I don’t use my woman to feel better
I bring so much power into the room she rises just by being near me
Now my wife feels safe
Because I’m not trying to take from her
I’m trying to awaken her
She feels worshipped
Because I lead with reverence not lust
She glows
Because I no longer dim her light with my unconscious hunger
I fuel it with masculine mastery
Now when we connect
It’s not sex
It’s sacred
It’s not lust
It’s lightning
It’s not five minutes
It’s forever
And the more I retain and circulate
The more I rise
The more I see her beauty
The more she sees my leadership
And the more the world around me bends in respect to the man I’ve become
YOU DESERVE TO BE A MAN SHE FEELS SAFE TO WORSHIP
YOU DESERVE TO BE A MAN WHO MAKES HER GLOW IN YOUR PRESENCE
YOU DESERVE TO BE A MAN WHO MAKES LOVE THROUGH HIS ENERGY NOT JUST HIS BODY
ALL GLORY BE TO THE MOST HIGH
SMILE AND GIVE THANKS